A weight around my neck
Pulling me under
The depth of my desperation screams out frustrated
See me, be near me, want me
Time after time after time after time after time, Cindy on repeat
That familiar revolving door of sadness
The worth of one not equivalent to the needs of the other
And I furiously squirrel away intimacies
Just to make myself feel better, to be seen
How dare you
How dare I
To forget how much know, I feel, I see, I hear, I love, I hurt, I crave, I cry
You've never loved me, not really
Because real love is reciprocated, reciprocal
It hears pain and comes running
Your not the savior I needed
How dare you
How dare I