What I never got to say
I never got the chance to tell you all the reasons why I loved you.
I never told you what made me fall in love with you.
Yet, truth be told, I never really knew why I fell for you from all the fish in the sea.
I only discovered why I loved you after you left me.
I discovered why I fell in love with the King of the Sea.
I loved everything you hated about yourself.
Everything.
I loved your accent.
I loved that you spoke Arabic fluently.
I loved you were a true Arabian King.
I loved that you would get jealous over a woman.
I loved that you wanted to work and bring home enough money to raise a family
I loved that you would be a real man and support your wife.
I loved that you did not want your wife to work with men.
I loved that you prayed on time.
I loved that you weren't so tall.
I loved that your beard was light.
I loved the shape of your mustache.
I loved your eyes.
I loved your glasses, they gave you a charming nerdy look.
I loved that you were sensitive.
I loved that you didn't joke around too much.
I loved that you were a tad bit more serious.
I loved the way you blush.
I loved your innocence.
I loved your anxiety.
I loved your clumsiness.
I loved your gentle side.
But I also loved the way you make me feel.
I loved that you made me feel like I was at home with you.
I loved that you made me feel safe and not judged with you.
I loved that when I heard your voice or looked into your eyes I forgot all my pain, stress, pressure and sadness.
I loved that you brought out my inner child that was suppressed for so many years.
I loved that you brought out the good in me, even the suppressed the child hidden deep within.
I loved that you accepted me as I was.
I loved that you loved my brain, not my body.
I loved that you made me feel naughty all at once.
I loved everything that you hated.
I loved everything you made me feel.
But I guess it was not enough to make you love me or stay with me.
I just hope whoever she is will appreciate you and love everything about you that you didn't love.