The Girl (She Used to be...) - Agonizing Words
When we first Met…
It felt like the same magnetic poles repelling each other....
I wanted to know her, But I was afraid.
Never felt that before, moments with her were special...
Then our Conversation began,
It all started with an argument though.
We were understanding each other,
But our thoughts were way different.
With each passing day,
A Connection was developed.
We started to share our past and discuss our future.
We used to laugh together but still deep inside her heart
She had some regrets,
She never told me but I had an intuition after being with her for so long..
I tried really hard to make her feel happy and to make her feel out of this world,
And she tried hard to pretend as if she was actually happy.
All of a sudden we felt we were complete with each other
We had a soft corner in our hearts for each other.
I was in love with her,
Yes, I was in love with her.
We were meant to be together..
With each passing day,
Those regrets stayed no more.
It seems like a perfect happy life,
But a sudden change of mind can destroy everything.
It changed the whole story,
Just one wrong decision and it's all over.
We used to argue,
At times I used to shout at her.
She used to cry,
We started to play blame games on our parts
In all this fuss, we lost that special something between us.
We still laugh together,
Discuss our future but try to ignore our past.
We are close to each other but our hearts are at different corners,
We stand together but still are miles apart,
We are trying hard to find that person within us,
That we used to be.
I still look at her the same way,
but that special feeling is not there.
Today I asked myself if she was the one I loved,
If not then where is that girl i knew,
I used to call her Golden Heart
I still miss that girl she used to be....❤️
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