In the midst of changing the world, I lost my soul while creating my life. Now when I look back to the time when I was still a kid so full of innocence, kindness, and full of happiness. Now life is like a rat race where all we can think about is just getting more and more involved in work to earn more for a better lifestyle. But have you ever thought of the time when you were a kid and when this rat race was noway near your life. At that time, all we know is that we have to go play outside every evening with our friends. Have to wake up early so we don't miss our school bus and to reach school on time, our favorite cartoon starts at 9 pm which we can't afford to miss.

Those were the days of our life that we miss now and wish to live in those moments once again. Now our life is more like a programmed robot, where every day is the same as the other. It's like there's something missing in our life other than the innocence, and the silliness of our childhood.

From being such an innocent kid to someone who's not even aware of himself, life changed me in every aspect. From someone who never shuts his mouth to a person who doesn't speak unless he's told to speak, many things happened. Many things happened and as the saying goes change is life, and you have to go through it. It does affect me in many ways that took away my innocence, my sweetness, my smile, and my many more things that I can't even remember now. 

That old me was surely a very great person in comparison to what I am now, my curiosity to know everything ruined me and left me as a person with knowledge and no emotions. At once I wanted to know about love as a teenager, but it all ended as being a nightmare for me. Then I gave it another try to see if I can succeed in love, but it all gets bad worse for me.

"Dear younger self I wish,

I could've told you this in person.

that never fall for anyone,

Coz the one who falls

is the one who gets hurt."

©Sachin_rawat