Trust
Playing in the garden
watching films together
as you nestle into my arm
learning each other's language
You trusted me, eventually
became part of my family
I loved to watch you
explore the world we shared
sunbathing on the rug
or endless pats in the living room
Your fur and the quiet purr
of little teeth grinding
What I've been dreading
now, it's happening
You’re still you
but your legs no longer work
yet you look to me
with such affection in your eyes
I’m so happy we were alive
at the same time
I’m so grateful your life
aligned with mine
and I can't measure
the happiness you brought
As the tears clear, I can see
I’m doing the right thing
and yet it sorely stings
to watch you slip away
Such trust in your closing eyes
as we say our last goodbyes
All I ever wanted
was the best life for you
You're skipping now forever
through the meadows
and the vegetable patch
of my fondest memories...
[2022]
John Marks
Thu 6th Oct 2022 19:53
Charlie 2007-2020
Yesterday, after 13 years of unconditional love,
Charlie allowed death to overtake him
He'd been slowing down anyway
The old ticker on the blink
Arthritis in his legs and more.
The old trooper staggered on.
Out with me on his final night,
Plodding through the spring grass:
Making our time last.