They thought I'm weak

I won't be able to face it 

The storms will break me 

And soon I'll commit suicide 

 

After the storm passes

They kept waiting for me to fall 

With all surety in their heart 

They laughed to see me pretending to be standing tall 

 

They thought I'm pretending to be ok 

While I was facing the storms after storm 

With all being assured that one day I will definitely fall 

And as I kept walking ahead through it all, They mocked and poked fun 

 

They thought I was brave and strong 

To face all the incessant storms 

Untill They saw me flying happily 

They weren't sure I'd be safe and happy 

 

They thought I had put up an outward brave show 

While inside there were traumas piling on 

One day anxiety and panic attack is bound to happen 

But I kept walking with head held high knowing well what enemies were waiting for 

 

They thought it was all pretence 

I was neither strong nor happy at all 

They were sure of their very own thoughts about me 

But felt extremely idiotic and silly when I still kept walking happily 

 

They thought I have some secret friend or lover supporting me

They kept sneaking every wardrobe and cabinet of mine 

Trying to catch hold of a secret lover whom they would expose in time 

But all They achieved was their guilt and shame on finding nothing that they searched in my name 

 

They thought I was over smart and cunning in all my efforts 

I knew all the tactics to go on notoriously without being caught 

They entered every zone and sphere of my life to catch me red handed 

Only to prove me innocent and themselves the biggest fools in time

 

They thought they would lay a secret net around me 

Soon They will find all the loopholes and will have victory 

With all the proof in their hand They would smash my honour and dignity 

Which They thought was only an outward show I displayed to earn me good name and fame

 

They thought I'm walking with darkness inside

Only a dim light shines around me so I could manage things 

So they sent huge clouds of darkness to engulf me 

instead the light from heavens destroyed their darkness and them, showering more light within and around me

 

They kept thinking one wrong after the other 

They ran faster than They ever could 

They tried each and every way 

They installed all the wicked army to put my honour at stake 

 

What they didn't realize was

 

I was walking in faith and belief in God almighty 

My God constantly kept reassuring me of victory 

As me and God faced all the storms together 

Those storms were made like a gentle breeze for me

As God almighty made me smile, laugh and happy 

God sent angels to guard and guide me 

Making my storms of life a child's play for me 

Untill I received all the baggage of blessing divinely 

Which the enemies never expected I'd ever receive

And infront of my enemies and wicked morons 

God kept loving me, blessing me immeasurably

This is where my strength and happiness came from 

A never ending eternal source of every thing best God can on me shower upon