Lola's Thoughts
My thoughts are clean
I am kind
I am free
I have strong boundaries
I am stronger than any
Spiritual Attacks
I am stronger than any
Evil eyes
Any low vibrating entities
Energies
Or dark forces
My shadow and my light
Are very balanced
My angel and my demon
Are best friends
I am very sexy
Very sensual
Men get hard
Just from the thought of me
I am healing
I am motherly
That attracts anybody
Really
Or it can also repel a motherfucker
It's one way or the other
There's really no median
There's no middle ground
A lot of people
That are actually attracted to me
They eventually become
Repelled of me
Because my energy
Is just too intense for them
Can you blame them?
I don't really think they've
Seen strength like mine
In thier lifetime
I've learned that
You know
That's a personal problem
And I shouldn't take it
Seriously
That's why im so close to
My ancestors
You know
Because they love me
They get me
In all of my intensity
They want it all
And they continue to cheer me on
For more
They love when I dance
And shake my ass freely
Well maybe not my dad
But my gramma
She sure as hell do
She love that shit
My ancestors teach me
To love myself
Unconditionally
And to see myself
The way that they see me
The way that my son sees me
And they are so very much
Proud of me
And that is enough