Cause I Can't Remember
The wind has flown and the pieces of sand are in the night sky
The moon has left and the sun’s waiting for her turn to arrive
The frog has jumped from leaf to leaf and has left ripples nearby
For these ripples have seamlessly blended that I don’t remember
I don’t remember from where these red roses have become mine
I have watched by the years as if they were places on a map
My umbrella helping me fly from one X to another
My umbrella stealing my colours all lost for forever
New vivid palettes are to be made, just how do I gather
But when I don’t remember, I don’t remember to scatter
The cracks on the mirror have disappeared, but why, to where?
The cocoon is now revealed, a butterfly in the air
What dripped into the bucket has now become a puffy cloud
But why is there no storm, no rain the read the sins aloud
But why do I not remember the sounds of raindrops endowed
Do I not remember how dark it gets when you close the lights
Do I not remember the traffic inside one's mind
Do I not remember the metallic taste of a bite
Do I not remember the beautiful glow of fire so bright
Why do I not remember, not remember despite
Where and who is this thief
the one that blows the candles and steals your time
your vivid pictures all mimed
oh but how do you harvest, make alight
the meaning of it all behind
retain the taste of your soul
take a breath in and feel you whole
without the numbness inside
oblivion of memories that hide
in corners and turns of your mind
oh but how do I find them
when I am nothing but blind
to the horrible past that lies behind
I’ve forgotten, I’ve lost
the little girl that I crossed
when I let her hand go
when she needed me the most
oh but how do I find her again
you say really soon
but when, but when?
I am all but lost memories
sailing into the unknown
into forgetfulness
but how do I find the little pretty hope
when I’m all but alone
How does one find someone
when they don’t know
when it is all but forgotten
for what used to be their face is now all rotten
And your mind has become a mirror
where you cannot find hither
where all your memories are with her
but are they all lost, all lost for forever?
but how do I get them back?
how do I remember, how do I remember?