I’m sorry that

I called

And said it was an accident.

 

Something about you

Makes intentionality feel

so exposing.

 

You aren’t allowed to know I was desperate to hear your voice.

You might think im

Desperate enough to accept whatever you will give me.

Again.

It will never be enough.

 

It scares me that you might be right.

 

I am desperately devoted

To you.