Empty
And strange as what I see
I'd put you in the mirror
I put in front of me."
Lou Reed, 'Pale Blue Eyes'
These empty spaces
inside of me
composed of God-knows-what:
certainly lacking in originality.
Empty waiting rooms
in empty railways stations
no more smoky-smell of coal and steam.
Caught up upon an evening’s desultoriness
a girl’s slight distress as she leaves the silent ward
mingles with a spine-tingling haunting of the imagination.
A prelude to walking death, echoes the shadows
of those who walked before us;
sitting, once-upon-a-time, in an A&E trauma room
where an isolated cry punctures the sky
disturbs the hush of illness.
Outside the ever present caw-caw-cawing of the brazen crows
across the road, in another country, another century,
when the fire work glow of household fires welcomed
tired soldiers home to share the beds of strangers.
And still the cries bounce from wall-to-wall
echoing through these empty rooms.
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John Marks
Fri 30th Dec 2022 19:31
Thank you Rose, Hélène, Stephen, Flyntland and Keith. Flyntland, I think my mood was certainly not manic, more a low level depression that lingers. Rose, I do hope that your derrière is responding to treatment! WE can wallow in emptiness or try to fill the void - that's why I write poetry.
“We're all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love each other but it doesn't. We are terrorized and flattened by trivialities, we are eaten up by nothing.”
― Charles Bukowski