Can’t Get Close
Dancing, prancing across the floor
I lap it up and want some more
The tempo increases as does the heat
We glide around gyrating to its beat
The music, famous in the sixties
Excites us, drives us, now it’s the remixes
I’m thinking why I like you the most
But somehow I just can’t get close
We talk, I listen, you seem mysterious
Either that or your cautious, more serious
It’s almost as if there’s an outer shell
That’s fragile, tender, vulnerable as well
Why is it I feel that I can’t get close?
I can’t assume you even like me I suppose?
My problem is I over think
pushing myself unnecessarily over the brink
Of self destruction at times
Causing me to write these rhymes
But no matter how hard I try
It’s like you draw me close
Just to look into my eyes
Then just as quickly push me away
And I live to fight another day
You smile and I sense some affection
But your situation perhaps drags you
in a different direction, so then you’re
unable to let anyone in
to a place where only you have been
I think it’s best for me to give up
Let it all go and take a second look
I don’t want to be sad and feel morose
It’s just no use, I can’t get close