Back Into The Grey
Dawn has barely broken
But he pulls his weary bones from the comfort of his bed
Finding his feet
As he rubs his aching head
Blurry eyed and tongue tied
He stumbles into the greyness
Of his life
Turning briefly to glimpse
His sleeping wife
As she groans and turns
Onto her side
A quick glance
Tells him there is no time
For romance
The ticking of the clock
A blind rummage
For his socks
Tiptoes down the stairs
Remembering to skip over
The squeaky step
Desperate not to disturb
Those still sleeping
In their lairs
Quietly gliding open
The end cupboard in the room
-The one that hides the sauce
That keeps him going
Day after
Long, hard day …
It helps to numb the gloom
Out into the cold
With whisky in his veins
He rolls into the van
Full with every kind
Of man
Trying desperately
To make their way
In a world that’s hard
And cruel
A world that works best
If you know how
To break the rules
But these guys try their best
To be honest
To be good
They work an honest job
So their kids eat more
Than gruel
Soon it will be payday
Followed by another grey day
He caps his heart with steel
Waxes lyrical into his glass
One day things will be good
He’ll retire back home
End his days strolling
The Emerald Isle
He and his molly
Will smell the sweet
Sweet grass of home
He looks forward to her smile
And the hours they will while
He looks back over his years
Tries to hold back all his tears
As he lays flowers on her grave
And gives his Molly
One last wave
He walks back into the grey
With whiskey in his veins
Shoulders hunched against the cold
He huddles underneath a stone
And prays to god that he will die
And see his Molly smile
Again.
keith jeffries
Fri 3rd Mar 2023 22:36
A day in the life of one man but in reality of many more. A humdrum existence to be borne and got through. The whiskey numbs the pain which mind and body need to alleviate the endless drudge.
I can empathise with this.
Well and thoughtfully written
Thank you for this
Keith