" I sit on the side of my bed and wonder if there will be a tomorrow,

Suffering pain, fear,mental anguish and deep sorrow.

My teenage life has been darkened by a cloud of sadness .

And an immense difficulty in dealing with this madness.

 

No motivation to do anything,all I want to do is sleep.

Into a dark deep hole ,with no way out,I creep.

I often feel unloved,worthless and a burden to others,

When depressed I care little about anyone,including my brothers."

 

But a turning point came for the teenage boy,

When all his family experienced sheer joy.

"Dad please purchase everything in my Amazon cart ?"

Ten items with a hundred pound charge ,dad had to part.

 

Each gift would be given to a family member,

He went round giving us all  a gift to remember.

It was hard to describe the joy of the night,

As he distributed his gifts with enormous delight.