I spoke of the spaceship remember
If you can
Before my temporary spaceship ban
It turned after midnight lights out teddy bears
When the gate wouldn't open to the spaceship stairs
But for all the right reasons it worked in my favour
As the captain had slipped and expressed bad behaviour
So I turned and went to a brand-new dimension
On a search for self love purified affection
No access the spaceship travel to space
Exported my self to a mystical place
With spirit fairies and water and trees
And magical mushrooms grown up to my knees
I asked them for guidance I got number eight
The captain is better  dont make him wait
Twelve step recovery
Twelve stories twelth floor
Blessed is the new open spaceship door
Forgiveness oh captain for we rise above
Back to my sidekick my soul mate my love