In the beginning, God [early draft]
And in that first wailing cry my ashes were ordained:
As the ocean acknowledges its horizon,
knows infinity's finite edge
so my cry knew a destiny
knew my play and my learning
my work, my leisure, my sleep
the evil of my hands and the goodness of my heart
my loves, my hates, my pleasures.
Knew my world: that tiny flesh held all my futures
and in those fragile bones resided
my children and my children's children
And in that first wailing cry my ashes were ordained:
In my span the world would spin beneath uncaring feet.
Or ignorant. No! Uncaring! Knowing that every step,
every action provoked its own invisible fallout -
still, we would not see. Too late we cry how
could we have known? As nations flourish we know. Ice
melts, seas rise. Every action pushes, every action throws
humanity to the charnel heap, throws our future
to the fire, throws our future
to the sea's maw.
Every word I write is an epitaph.
Yet I believe there is hope - for the planet will survive
without us; will survive
my children and my children's children
And in that first wailing cry my ashes were ordained:
Now, as my flame burns low I weeping write
lines no man will ever heed.
I write of hopes and dreams that might have been,
I write of possibilities lost to time,
I write of destiny ordained not by fate but by our actions,
I write of mankind careless in his might,
I write of loss.
I know that our new Eden can offer only dearth
and in these whited bones I find only pity for
my children and my children's children