The North End
The North End
My shoes do not fit this day,
just like yesterday and the day before,
it is a shame as,
football season has we young aspiring -
wanting to play Gemmel, or, Shilton.
I need my shoes to last as,
the playground has broken glass
decorate the concrete in between
the K9 excretia.
It is a long way down to the glass
and grey atop the climbing frame,
I think I save these worn out soles
for a better day.
Our kid and I had a fight,
But, it were just sparing in the
boxing club made for kids with
no stuffing but leather mitts,
so we cried some tears but,
they didn’t know we were brothers.
When the rain has finished the
addition of damp that have the earwigs
climb from the window ledge to avoid the drown,
I may play a game of football,
Our kid can be City,
I might be the Accrington Stanley,
as I like that advert!
Ours is a school field on the back
we’re not allowed to play as the caretaker
shoos us away yet,
It is the only field without dog shit
for us to be United, or City, Liverpool or,
Accrington Stanley as,
I like that advert.
2.
Today it is Sunny,
and wow, we’re playing water fights
with fairy up bottles and,
Our Susan is grinning profusely at
me as I know, she killed my stic….Goldfish
with fairy up liquid.
I am scared so, goona go on the
back field and play sixty seconds.
Wait, Ged, Damian and Dominic
have turned up, they have turned up with more
kids than needed to field Liverpool, United, City,
Stockport, the Latics (beware of Chorlton),
and more than a crowd seen at Tranmere.
Sixty Seconds is a great game but,
how we goona touch the ball for six seconds
when playing forty a side?
I have never seen so many smiling faces
on the Estate where Glue Bags Stick to Broken Bus Stops.
This is a great day and today,
I am going to be Preston North End,
as I goona be a fan as no chance of kicking the ball,
stand down Accrington and besides,
‘who are they?’
3.
‘I know a tale about Accrington,
the train left with all the men in nineteen-sixteen,
not much older than we,
every one came back within a month,
everyone of them came back dead!’
4.
There is almost a hundred here,
glad my shoes made it this far but,
it would be good to have those sports shoes,
I have not kicked the ball yet but,
I like to see every boy on the estate together,
smiling.
I do wonder though,
we’re not far from that age and,
how many will be on a train to a real field
adorned with white crosses and headstones -
upon our hopeful future,
how many from this land fill estate?
I am now filled with sorrow just as
the ball ricochets off me,
for how many days do we get to really
say hello where, we are often meeting at
Othen House for a crisis loan and never
upon the same shadow cast by the flats?
5.
This is my best day ever upon this estate,
today I am Shankly or, Jordan or,
Willie Willie Willie Morgan on our wing
or Bestie or Keegan or all at once
and not upon a ring with leather mitts to
fight my loved brother and,
Today, Sugdens; Ged, Damian, Dominic, - I salute you all.
Michael J Waite 14th July 2023.
For Darnhill Housing Estate.