Ion believe in friends and that's factual

I'm still growing and its a process

People come and go that's practical 

Only thing that matters is the progress 

Don't have room for no pity party

Not sorry

Niggas A' claim you then act

This is real life not Maury 

Got the results and came back

See you can trust but only partly

Call you on yo flex, cut you off,  and do it sharply

If I'm guilty its imminent

On the real I ain't innocent

All the shit you see is common

But oddly lacking common sense 

Deny the pain you cause 

Rather see it as an accident 

You in the mix ,wait, pause

You know yo morals way off

Need help borderline sick

Put our values on the shelf

Just to neglect the people we inflict

Its a disease out here that's clear

Something's in the air infectious 

Say you miss me, love me, you care 

You don’t call, you aint texting

Quick to go and tell

You ain't loyal you messy

Tryna sit and sip yo tea

Then next day we're besties

Losing you was a blessing

The true me is too loyal

I'm in need and you clown

Get what I deserve myself

And to you that's spoiled

I'll never come back around

By now I've chucked the duces 

The real you is a real fluke

Living spam you're a nuisance 

But I learn from my mistakes 

While I'm winning you losing

Its better things I'm pursuing

That's why you’ll always be choosing 

Don't fret it ain't always this confusing

You can't see it's always unclear

You can't listen but you can hear 

Its impossible to interpret

I can't converse a purpose

But I always paint a portrait 

Know its needed somewhat urgent 

I can promise you a picture 

Transparent but not picture perfect

I'm Still young but you forever nursing

I'm not apart of the cycle you rehearsing 

You staying  stagnant in the circuit

I can't be apart of your circus

I supply deep you want surface

All my energy come in surplus

Its way more than you need

Can't ignore my kind growth

A tree ply's ample seeds