I am a cruel girl
good for one,
fine for two,
never in the group.
fine for one,
okay for two,
don't let her in. or let her know.
i'm still a child.
weeping at home, because my friends wont play.
screaming at night because my mind allows no respite.
no sleep for the wicked.
i feel like i have done so many awful things,
but i cant remember what.
or why i did them.
but i know certainly i must have done something,
for me to feel the way i do,
with no other reason.