Depression Is My Friend
DEPRESSION IS MY FRIEND
I was depressed today.
It's been a long time.
I had forgotten it affects your body and your mind.
Today I see depression as my friend.
Not because it's good to me,
but because I know at some point it will end.
I lie in bed not able to get up.
It gives my body time to rest
from all the work I do trying to be my best.
It gives my mind time to wander
away from work and emails.
So that I can think of other things
that don't involve a lot of details.
It's hard sometimes because depression can be overwhelming.
The weight is hard to describe and you can't explain just by telling.
It comes and it goes but it never stays.
It can come on for a few hours or last a few days.
I rested today.
I read my diary and cried.
I released old hurts I had buried deep inside.
I shared a poem I wrote with a friend.
She told me it was good to follow my passion
So with this poem, I begin.
Hello my friend depression.
Thank you for visiting today.
You helped me find my poetry
so now it's time to be on your way.
Depression is my friend sometimes but for now I'll say goodbye.
Hélène
Tue 5th Dec 2023 14:25
I loved this poem, Terri! Looking forward to reading more of your poems when you feel moved to write and share on line. Depression is no walk in the park, but the idea of calling it "friend" and recognizing its coming-and-going nature is a powerful insight I think, that you captured really well in your poem. One author wrote in a book about his journey with depression, saying he learned to hold it like a baby. Thanks for sharing your poem!