Feelings we cannot ignore.. 
Insecurity and jealousy 
prying open the door 
we had closed so tightly

When we had agreed 
not to take things so seriously
The intensity overwhelms me 
Lets just be friends and see..

"maybe its possilble
its impossible
let's just try
please don't cry 
I am yours, commited don't you see
I don't belong to you,
nor you to me 
but don't get it confused,
we are together 
so let's not talk about the future
but we could live together 
forever."

The door is shudding against our tired bodies
we are fighting a battle
bigger than us both 
I don't blame us for losing hope 

Doubt is forcing its long fingers
through the cracks 
The very things we are resisting are contained within us 
The harder we push, the more they attack 

We fought so hard 
until we collapsed 
The consistency of uncertainty 
was where our ending began. 

Robyn Holmes 
scribbles of a broken heart