Caretaker
I talked her down until she was numb
She no longer wished harm on anyone.
Did I sedate her with my conversation?
I watched her eyes
Transform from callous to kind,
Looking at me skeptically.
I saw her brain splitting in half
Spilling herself all over the floor.
I implored her to let it be.
For now, wait and this will pass.
A frozen orange pressed to her face, she puts it down and looks to me.
I can feel her quiver
I can feel her break
But idle I must stand, with emotion far away.
And neither should I hold her hand.
I will only witness her suffering
Second-hand.
And hope not to take it home with me
And hope to ease her mind as it bleeds
Right in front of me.