I been I long time in my sober mind ,let me tell you the grass osmt much greener when you stop smoking weed.

It's been such a long time ten years two week and a day but who counting the days since I begin to cry 

Too be honest my thoughts are more twisted trying ro stay on the straight and narrow 

God my gods are up i surrender I feel like a soilder theirs a war going on inside am I ticking time bomb 

Am tried and weary 

If the truth be known I haven't feel alive since my last line. 

Life gets harder when the adults take your smarties away I love the yellow ones they take my blues away 

It's mad to say but the normal live ain't the easier softy way for self 

The poor mes are creeping in so pour me just one I swear I be done .