I allow myself to believe that the 

Past will not affect my future but i 

Guess that’s just one of the lies i

Live by.  

 

My unbridled tongue often voice 

My inner thoughts without foreseeing

The pain it can cause in the eyes of my

Love ones but i guess that’s just a lie 

I cant spare them. 

 

The mare thought of my loneliness battling

Whatever consequences of my actions. I 

Just try to be a better person. How can 

That be a lie for them?