Yesterday, was day one.

A day of being alone,

thinking.

Thinking about how my mind 

has yet to understand what happened.

what makes you everything they want,

but not wanted at the same time.

 

what is it? 

 

for someone to bring you in on their journey,

then blame the journey for the reason

 

they   no   longer    need    you   .

 

they need freedom,

they need space.

they need time. 

 

you made it through day one.

the overthinking, insecurities, and love lost 

wont   last  forever.