Every time I have said “I just wanna die” it’s because all I wanna do is live, live abundantly in a world that’s so busy dying and decaying.

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Every time I have said “I can’t take this anymore“ it’s because all I want to do is heal the feelings that I don’t allow myself to feel because I’m so busy numbing them.

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Every time i have said “please let me die” it’s because I can’t wait to live a life that is free from darkness, sin, and pain. 

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Every time I have said “it hurts too much” it’s because I’ve allowed the layers of pain to build a concrete wall around me and nothing comes in or out. 

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Every time I have said “just let me die” it’s because I really want to be known and loved. 

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Every time Jesus says: come, follow me, come and see, taste, listen to my words, learn from me.