Why, oh Lord, did this not bloom?
Why, oh Lord, did this not bloom?
This seed I nurtured in faith's room,
I watered it with hope so pure,
Yet still, it withered, insecure.
What lesson lies in barren ground?
In broken dreams where none are found?
I sought to grow, to reach the light,
But darkness claimed the path of right.
Did I not pray with fervent heart,
For strength and wisdom to impart?
Yet here I stand, with empty hands,
A soul that barely understands.
But still, I trust You, Sovereign Guide,
Though loss and grief in me reside,
I know Your wisdom far exceeds,
The limits of my mortal needs.
You see beyond the shattered glass,
A future where the pain will pass,
Though now I walk in shadow's grace,
I hold to You, my hiding place.
Thank You, Lord, for trials past,
For teaching me that nothing lasts,
But through each loss, a seed is sown,
In fields where I have yet to roam.
So lead me on, through joy and pain,
Through sunshine, storm, and gentle rain,
For though I question, still I know,
In every loss, Your love will grow.