If I'm being honest, I have no clue as to what's going on. All I know for sure is that Im tired of trying to fit in. After years of attempting to comply my mind is exhausted. 

Maybe this started during an experiment where I put myself in "new" situations to gain a different point of view. Mix that in with feeling insecure and I found myself lost between characters an emotional rollercoaster. 

Fact of the matter is, I was living multiple lives while trying to stay "true" to them all. The multitalented persona I'd created as an extension of myself started to overshadow not only the goal but who I was at the core.

It was as if I was a nesting doll. The "bigger" I got the more attributes I gained. Labels I wore and couldn't afford a proper wardrobe change. Somewhere during my journey I took a detour and got side tracked by something flashy. 

While the message remains the same I cant help but to feel like my purpose had taken a turn. Was this turn for the better or the worst.