as i burn memories

memories from the past

they'll always haunt me 

[always and forever]

 

the constant thoughts of suicide reoccur in my mind

they say "think bright"

it's impossible

impossible to get out of this circle 

circle of thoughts

 

sew my brain with needles 

and slit my mouth wide open

let it all pour out

let it all go away

 

away just like you did

[you tried to get] rid of your presence

yet it still lingers around

around my mind

 

back and forth.