This is not going to work for me

That's your standing theme

How hard do I try, I've tried 

To live up to your dream 

 

But holding back tears 

While keeping face

Fighting all emotions

I stay in place

 

I won't reach out, I'll fade away

Hoping I'll forget, it's tough

Knowing my love for you

Was never enough

 

Your unattainable expectations 

I come back, unregrettably

This time... 

I will let go

This is not going to work for me