Mapping Pins (final version with audio recording)
We are cut
from the same cloth
Our poetry, our words
are mapping pins
The inner rip
The visceral tear
The internal cut
Fist rage embodied
in every silent tiny prick
of the mapping pin
Your pins,
in their cadence, their sound,
Gravity loss in my pins
Damn it! You’re clever
you keep my feet still on the ground
Your pins map the circumference of my heart
They work their magic at night
I awake the following day
My body covered all over with
ten thousand tiny holes
made from your pins that prick
right to the heart of
Lacan’s theory of Love
Its motto being,
‘I love you my darling
but there is something more in me
and something more in you
This is always going to be a problem,
there’s a labour within
What’s more than a neighbour to me than my stranger within’
then the lover replies,
‘I love you but my darling, there is something more in me and something more in you, therefore I have to become destructive and mutilate you.’
So, you, beautiful man,
master of pin
Multilate me
Prick my skin, drill down
and dig out all the unwanted residue
In its place, release pins that radiate love
whilst satisfying the untameable death drive
of my inner stranger, or if you will,
the perverse jouissance of
the inner rip, the visceral tear, the internal cut
at the heart of every single one of us.