Dens
During the Big Freeze of ’63
the older lads made a den of snow
on the North Worcestershire golf course.
We were trespassing, but as the golf course
was in Warwickshire it was clear
they’d started it first. Carpeted
with linoleum, lit by torch and candles,
a magical land of gleaming white where
the big boys smoked for months on end
and we disciples imbibed cans of pop,
marshmallows and new swear-words.
Later in the year were bonfires, hollowed
in the centre, entrance allowed only
to those who knew the password.
We became blood-brothers, cutting thumbs
and mingling the sticky red fluid.
Sometimes there were girls in abandoned
air-raid shelters, the 20 year accretion
of piss and semen. Grown older we assembled
for Saturday night lock-ins at The Dingle,
our own special corner, pints of brown and mild,
Players No. 6: the sense of something melting.