ON YOUR MARKS: (AN ODE TO THE POWER BOTTOM)
Collaboration is about being in the world
unless you want to be alone in the woods somewhere
And it is not about perfect unity,
collaboration is, as Tim Etchells suggests
about differences, collisions, incompatibilities
Are you ready to feel the embodiment of these terms?
Or are you feeling them already?
Friendly, convivial and equal collaboration,
is that possible?
No power relations?
Shared sense of democracy?
Stand in a group around the table
Choose a coloured pen
and place pen in the middle of the paper
Hold the pen together, ready to draw onto the paper
You must hold the pen together
Move the pen as one across the page
to mark the paper
While you do this,
make a mental note of your thoughts and feelings
As I read this poem, I invite you
to respond to certain things
that catch your attention and draw together
Try not to use any words. Ready?
On your marks, 3, 2, 1, GO!
collaboration
etymological origin,
mid 19th century: from Latin collaboratio(n-),
from collaborare ‘work together’
Nicolas Bourriaud urges for
convivial participation in
Relational Aesthetics -
audience as community,
intersubjective encounters,
meaning elaborated collectively,
rather than in the space of
individual consumption
Will you be a convivial participant,
friendly in this collaboration?
Am I a good host, are you a bad guest
or vice versa?
What will happen when the pen goes
in a direction you don’t want it to?
Relational Aesthetics
False notion of democracy
Happy clappy to your fellow chappy
Bring on Claire Bishop,
Jean-Luc Nancy and Chantal Mouffe
Bishop v Bourriaud
Participation for Bishop is hell
Artificial Hells
Disrupt the comfort!
Undo the conviviality!
Upset the status quo!
No democracy exists without antagonism;
a democratic society is one in which relations
of conflict are sustained, not erased
Without antagonism,
there is only the imposed consensus
of authoritarian order—
a total suppression of debate and discussion,
which is inimical to democracy
Bourriaud knows this deep down,
acknowledging conviviality may have its limits,
denying social conflict and dispute,
differences and divergences
Social power
Michel Foucault suggests power
operates in all aspects of our lives
The marks you make on the paper,
the indexical traces
Performance as mirroring
the mechanisms of power
that take place in all forms of
daily human existence
Making ‘visible’ through marking,
implicit power relations explicit
See the tensions, differences,
collisions, and incompatibilities
in these marks, drawn marks
Anti-Relational Aesthetics provocateurs
undoing conviviality with discomfort and the inhospitable
Celebrate self-proclaimed purveyor of discomfort
Michael Rakowitz and his “failure of manners”
Join a merry band of artists
creating dissent, disgust, discomfort
Art’s long interest in the inhospitable
Vito Acconci’s confrontational staring
Dan Graham’s Performance/Audience/Mirror
Holding a mirror in front of an audience
Announcing the audience’s every move,
every gesture
and every sound
in a deliberate
attempt to unnerve
Living Theatre’s Mysteries and Smaller Pieces -
addressing the audience
“You are being looked at
You are unprotected
Why you are salivating
Why you are breathing
Why how terribly
self-conscious you are.”
ambivalent conviviality
hosting to disrupt convivial participation
Jacques Derrida’s understanding of hospitality
hosting less as convivial gesture,
more an act of welcoming as a form of governance
His term, hostipitality,
A portmanteau of ‘hostile’ and ‘hospitality’,
hospitality etymologically rooted
in the terms ‘hospitable’ and ‘hostile’.
The German word, Hospitalität, a word of Latin origin,
so says Derrida, has a troubled and troubling origin,
a word which carries its own inherent contradiction,
a Latin word which allows itself to be parasitized
by its opposite, “hostility,”
the undesirable guest
which it harbours as the self-contradiction
in its own body
Deploy being a bad ‘hostile’ host,
Set up a situation where your guests/ your participants
start to question your courtesy
How’s the drawing going?
Is everyone playing ball?
Playing fairly?
DRAW FASTER, FASTER, FASTER
I can hear laughter. What’s funny?
Is the laughter controlling you?
Nothing is more controlling than laughter!
Now, close your eyes as you draw!
Who is controlling the pen?
Equitable holding
Is there equity in how the pen is being held?
Who is leading?
Does it matter where you hold the pen
to influence the movements and decisions, and energies?
Does the person at the bottom have more power?
We always think of a top-down hierarchy
but maybe the person at the bottom
is the grounding one who provides the stability
The leadership might come from the top
but are not actually the ones controlling it
or maybe the middle one is the mediator
between top and bottom
Quite a lot happens in the middle
If directives come from here,
it gets converted and then gets stabilised
Is the person holding the pen at the bottom
holding the power at the base?
Are they grounding the process
so everyone else feels safe and secure?
Is the person in the middle
playing quite an important role
mediating between the one
who’s directing from the top and the one holding at the base?
This gives us a whole new way of looking at the gay slang term
‘Power bottom’
A power bottom is a sexual partner
who is receptive during sex
but takes control of the interaction
This Ouija board,
séance-like encounter
The push and pull against each other,
learning to question,
taking feedback,
trusting in a process rather than the outcome,
surrendering whatever you are holding onto,
being part of a larger process,
leaning into its meditative quality
You don’t know if you are leading or not
Sometimes you are and sometimes you’re not
You don’t know where anyone else is going
Who is leading? Is the pen leading?
When you stop, will the pen carry on without you?
By itself?
STOP!
Now do the activity again,
this time holding two pens,
with your eyes closed
READY?
Step away from the paper and inspect the drawing
Drawings create an aggregation of time coming through
You can still feel the tension of the marks being made on the paper
even if you can’t see it or hear it
Do you need to be there and do the action to feel its
powerful resonances in your body?
The words of Rebecca Schneider,
‘A document that will be exhibited as an indication
that ‘you’ (the viewer) were not present at the event
- you missed the action contained by the frame
but more than the frame. The paper, frame, and photo
of the action all represent to the viewer
that which the viewer missed - that which,
standing before the document,
you witness yourself missing again
And yet, in missing you are somehow more available
to this ‘excess’ of the object
than you would be in a situation of ‘presence’.
Missing it, you are available to hear it otherwise,
through the retelling, the recitation of the document,
and thus are ‘present’ to it otherwise,
in a mode of transmission - a re-enactment’
Back and forth between trust and tension.
be comfortable with being lost.
if you force yourself to know where you are,
you don’t go on a journey you might go on
Embrace the discomfort
NOW GO FASTER, FASTER!
BALANCE A BANANA ON YOUR HEAD!
STAND ON ONE LEG!
STAND ON YOUR HEAD!
Are you showing a willingness to submit to this
unsettling, dystopian Kafkaesque dissonance?
Maybe this is the only instance where those at the bottom,
when you can actually be a power bottom,
are the ones which have the greatest influence and control
It can often be difficult from the top to see what is going on
When you're holding something heavy, but you're faking it
And pretending that you actually know.