TELLING TALES
A refugee is someone who survived
When my broken heart beats ever faster,
when my eyes, unbidden, fill with tears
and my memory skips back to the truths
of childhood fears— the bullying and violence—
I seem to hear the music of the spheres
drawing me closer, whispering how the fault
tumbles down the generations, infects the years.
My father, an orphan in the 30s, beaten & abused
by those he thought would protect him.
Every country has its Nazis, enforcing
an inhuman conformity, self-satisfied
sadists who delight in causing suffering.
We come to dread the moment when the daylight
starts, of unkept promises and broken hearts.
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John Marks
Tue 4th Mar 2025 13:35
Thank you very much David, Landi and Flynt for taking the trouble to comment and also thanks to RBK, Hélène, Tom, Holden, Hugh, Aisha and Pinnochio. Yes, David, sometimes I feel on the edge but it's the people I love who drag me back. Yes, Landi, generational trauma kills, we have to fight hard to avoid repeating the violence of the past and yes, yes, yes, Tom Petty's sumfinelse! Also, Flyntland, the myth of the 'golden age' of an imaginary past has a strong, and deforming, grip of on the British view of themselves.