TELLING TALES

A refugee is someone who survived

 

When my broken heart beats ever faster,
when my eyes, unbidden, fill with tears
and my memory skips back to the truths
of childhood fears— the bullying and violence— 
I seem to hear the music of the spheres
drawing me closer, whispering how the fault
tumbles down the generations, infects the years.
My father, an orphan in the 30s, beaten & abused
by those he thought would protect him.
Every country has its Nazis, enforcing 
an inhuman conformity, self-satisfied
sadists who delight in causing suffering.
We come to dread the moment when the daylight 
starts, of  unkept promises and broken hearts.

 

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John Marks

Tue 4th Mar 2025 13:35

Thank you very much David, Landi and Flynt for taking the trouble to comment and also thanks to RBK, Hélène, Tom, Holden, Hugh, Aisha and Pinnochio. Yes, David, sometimes I feel on the edge but it's the people I love who drag me back. Yes, Landi, generational trauma kills, we have to fight hard to avoid repeating the violence of the past and yes, yes, yes, Tom Petty's sumfinelse! Also, Flyntland, the myth of the 'golden age' of an imaginary past has a strong, and deforming, grip of on the British view of themselves.

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Flyntland

Tue 4th Mar 2025 10:54

Anyone born into poverty during the 40s. will have experienced some aspects of your haunting poem. Professionalism hadn't been invented, bullying was normal, good old days did not exist.

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David RL Moore

Tue 4th Mar 2025 06:11

Hi John,

I couldn't sleep tonight...I came to my screen and read this.

We are in the same bandwidth of despair and near surrender, it is some strange comfort to know mine is not the only sleepless night.

Thanks John,

David

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Landi Cruz

Tue 4th Mar 2025 02:16

The world has a way of passing down generational trauma in spite of the freshness of youth...

..it's a wonder I don't wish to understand.

great song )

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