You and I
In some other universe, you and I didn’t play
football as kids. We weren’t lucky enough to
have Mr Walker as our teacher.
The team photograph doesn’t exist in this other
place, so people wouldn’t wonder why we looked
so serious, you and I.
Or maybe through some weirdness, we lost
the cup final, so the victory meal at the
chippie would have been cancelled.
Or at least that Thursday would be different in
some other way and something else would
have happened, possibly.
We might have stayed friends as we got older,
instead of brawling in the dust under a piano
in the music room.
Maybe we’d have avoided Mr Postle and his
plimsoll, even decided to stay on in the sixth
form; done A levels and university.
I wouldn’t have become an apprentice at
Drax, wasting five years before going back to
college to do something that felt right.
And you wouldn’t have died at sixteen,
asphyxiated by a conveyor belt, while trying
to earn a bit of summer cash on a farm,
wondering what to do with your life.
Stephen Gospage
Fri 4th Apr 2025 08:43
A very moving and profound piece, Jonathan. What if? We will never know, but should still ask the question.