In that maze
dim lights illuminate my face
as I look,
outwardly lost
inwardly found
and I listen
to the whispers
of rocks,
humid, wet, dripping
those mesmerizing sounds
that trap me
wrap me
up in softest touch
that hardness I crave
lost and found
in that darkest cave
of wanton lust

my eyes
open wide
as I feel within
deep inside
how the rocks
of that maze
my prison - my home
of solid,
unforgiving stone
grow, crawl into me
making me
in harmony, in unity
is this a dream?
a fantasy?
my lips too dry
my throat all tied
by invisible ropes and chains
i wish to scream
but what is my name?
what is this game
I want to play?
I know not
how I came here
what I came for
I long forgot

the shadows and the light
breaking me up
breaking me down
from deep inside
my true self
illuminates the cave
the hardness
the wetness
now I crave
once, I thought,
I were a master
now I see
understand
as my life force burns faster
as my light glows
my excitement grows
in the darkness I am its light
hear Him approaching
the Lord, the Knight
to force me
with ease
with a motion of His hand
with that silent, unspoken command
to my sorry knees
and to serve Him
is all I crave
in this maze
I escaped my superficial grave
let go of all masks
that once covered my face
and become
His one
His dedicated
slave