Spell On Me
Esmond Edwards – photography
Spell On Me
by J. Otis Powell!
Words sit
On pages echoing
Your voice
And mine
What we’ve said already
Could flood a valley
Fill sand washes
To overflowing
And make ground swells
Shifting reality
Mudding assumptions
In ways that change
Earth as we know it
Tear trails and scar tissue
Are waiting arteries
For river runs
Smiling images of you
Are in contrast to
The duende of your saga
When your eyes
Are cloudy skies
I trust them more
Because they are
Courageous enough to rain
You confessed
I’m just me
I’m not great
I’m just me
I have certain advantages
The rheumatism of use
And abuse has brought
Me to the same revelation
Paring away the surface
Down to essentials
Slowing my roll
Taking it one layer
At a time and all at once
Quantum processing
At my speed
On my terms
You are Sirius
In my winter sky
More promising than
Harvest moons
You're heterotelic
And spell casting
Resistance betrays me
Scrutiny befuddles me
And I am caught
In a thunderstorm
When the rain subsides
I’ll grow new plants
Because no previous
Crop will do
My sand and soil are new
Composted with misery
Wretchedness
Distress
Privation
Poverty
And shinny poems
Yet
Hopes are high
Again
Laughter is loud
The hand on the
Doomsday clock
Has spoken with forked tongue
We may run out of time
Or squander opportunity
Before we know if
Our love’s in vain
We may lose every
Note we know unless
We sing into each other’s
Mouths songs we make ourselves
We may escape the quicksand
Of mediocrity and shame
If we break from protocol
My heart rose to between my throat
And the top of my head
Anxiety beats drums of apprehension
Like Elvin Jones rolling drums down a stairwell
The John Coltrane Quartet
Chanted to my inner-ear
A Love Supreme
A Love Supreme
A Love Supreme
A Love Supreme
Until my heart returned to my chest