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A Lovers Mirage

Long summer nights
long lazy days
come to rest
Autumn is coming
leaves start to turn brown and fall
dark nights are coming
through a loves mirage
a triangle, a game you played
like a musical instrument
useful at the time
but withered and cracked in time
a reflection like no others
staring back
sing the song of loves mirage
time has changed
my love for you has not and will not
you played me like a game of toy soldiers

a lovers mirage
a misguided interval of unspoken words
i knowing what is truly going on in your own heart
a useful play a pawn in your game
a longing, a nightmare of two
entwined in misfortune
my own mistake was falling in love
a love that was not returned
a smack, piercing the flesh letting the blood flow freely
onto your lips you tasting me in ways that i never knew possible

a loves mirage
a puppet to your string
a instrument for you to play
and play well you did
My own disbelief
My own fantasy overthrown by my own reality
came leaps and bounds
took the pills i did
sliced my arms I did...
I let my demons out to
I could not cope, i did not want to..
I thought i had lost everything
but I had not

I have everything and will continue to have so
with help from those who do love me
I am stronger and i continue to be stronger
A loves mirage
still in love i can not deny it
i want deny it
I had fallen so hard
you pierced my heart....Long summer nights

long lazy days
come to rest
Autumn is coming
leaves start to turn brown and fall
dark nights are coming
through a loves mirage
a triangle, a game you played
like a musical instrument
useful at the time
but withered and cracked in time
a reflection like no others
staring back
sing the song of loves mirage
time has changed
my love for you has not and will not
you played me like a game of toy soldiers

a lovers mirage
a misguided interval of unspoken words
i knowing what is truly going on in your own heart
a useful play a pawn in your game
a longing, a nightmare of two
entwined in misfortune
my own mistake was falling in love
a love that was not returned
a smack, piercing the flesh letting the blood flow freely
onto your lips you tasting me in ways that i never knew possible

a loves mirage
a puppet to your string
a instrument for you to play
and play well you did
My own disbelief
My own fantasy overthrown by my own reality
came leaps and bounds
took the pills i did
sliced my arms I did...
I let my demons out to
I could not cope, i did not want to..
I thought i had lost everything
but I had not

I have everything and will continue to have so
with help from those who do love me
I am stronger and i continue to be stronger
A loves mirage
still in love i can not deny it
i want deny it
I had fallen so hard
you pierced my heart....

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Anna Grinter

Mon 30th Sep 2013 07:44

thank you x

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Ged Thompson

Mon 30th Sep 2013 02:16

I like this

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