When It Disappears
photo credit: Bill Cottman
When It Disappears
I love music when it’s searching
When the sounds aren't sure
When one note connects
Like family and new resolutions
Form through extempore solos
I love music when it’s copulating
When it’s out there on edge
When the Cats
Playing it are out there
Defying boundaries
Reaching for blue-green-lavender
Sound shapes
In splendor they move on vibes
Through darkness
Light
Calculated shadows
Empty spaces
In
Be
Tween
Rooted while oscillating
In baby’s breath
Flowing into other images
Like water into voluptuous
Wet bodies
Of spiritual transcendental desire
Into bent notes and long tone aberrations
Urban lions as sound scientists
Take flight and climb naked air
Like sky walkers of round ball fame
Offering music like prayer
We wonder why they linger
Why they never want to touch ground again
We wonder how flight was inspired
By a leather touch stone
I love music when it’s ephemeral
I love music
I love music when it’s reaching
When it’s the sound of now
Then
Tomorrow
I love music when it’s the sound of
Going on
Inner sanctums found in isolation breathe voices
Telling stories of how
Of why of when
Of intermissions
I love music when
Its stories
In different languages
Electronic tribal and acoustic sounds disappear
Like smoke from a stick of Night Queen
We dig it when it's gone
We dig it 'cause it's gone
Slandering certainty
Is music's revolution
Of cosmic ambiguity of
Cries of misremembered
Dismembered
Inspirations
Absurd laughter
Too hysterical to understand
Too terrible to analyze
Too grassroots to canonize
Too out
Too gone
Seeing it all and hearing it
The way somebody felt it
Makes music more incomprehensible
All my longing wants
To complete the circle
That by it’s nature is broken