Trying to put brave guise

deep down within I burn

 

In quest of eternal bliss

notoriety I got to earn

 

None were expectations

or any of bartered trade

 

Folly proved true essence

of calling spade a spade

 

Gave in to most situation

never wished any return

 

Response stayed hostile

sans as much of  concern

 

Strangers not spoken of

the known are to blame

 

Very cause is confounding

in this wily play of game

 

Blessed be all tormentors

for inflicting stabbing pain

 

I have learnt to withstand

letting my loss be their gain