Immense amount of pain

A loss of everything, that was to be a gain

Guilt stricken, that resides in the depths of the soul

Able to crave with a heightened sense of emotion

This devastation was not suppose to be in life’s potion

Inside feeling the sudden pitter patter

Now all preparations do not matter

Building a home with the foundation of joy

Every object a reminder of the loss of a un-born baby boy.