I really cared I swear I did I try to relive all of the happiness we were so true. I hope he takes care of everything I couldn’t grasp like the way your hair would flash i know he sees it too. The flowers i never sent are locked away with repent where did I spend my time. Looking back words i hate it the past keeps evading my eraser I wish you could mend my mind. Around this time last year you smiled because of me funny how things could change so drastically I have somebody else but the word rebound always plays rapidly. I might’ve lost pieces of me with you but I have memories that guide me. I know where i need to go, forward, but my mind hates it do i replace it or let it unfold. So many questions i’d just love for you to answer, I miss hearing about your day and the way you’d say i miss you but I know i’m the cancer. I forced the hatred and demonstrated how even the biggest hearts can skip beats. Do you think about me, do i even deserve the thought since i tossed our peace. Your voice could bring me back years but going back to them i’d only see tears the way i treated you appeared to be some type of mistake. What if i kissed you again i wouldn’t wanna stop do these feelings give out i really wish you would see i’m always wide awake. My gut doesn’t let me forget it gives and I stress about this whole entire mess how leaving you affected my life. These things oh how i wish i could tell you but you deserve better something i could never allow myself to inflict on your weather. Did you ever think i’d be the problem you seem happy and i’m truly glad you found peace i just feel like i’m leading the world around i wish i could cut this leash. I fell so fast and in love with you then the silence came in repetition showed me why people sin i couldn’t take it or understand these actions. My parents found it me and my brother ran away from it the chances that happens. I figured i’d always find someone like you that was my problem see you never left they would come into my life in second you had first place but the throne got cold you shiver then you saw the perfect chance to leave so you took it and i impeached. Some things just have to change the reason i don’t know i love staring at your smile i doubt that ever changes your soul glows, you hate me i get it so i leave you alone with nothing but remembrance of how you changed me for the better never hanging close to reckless. I could write forever about the feeling i’ll treasure from us, thank you i will always miss you.