Why did I attend that event, Why did I even talk to you

At the verge of cursing the day I met you

Warm memories gashed through my mind

Rushing through my heart

I smiled

Yet 

I regret meeting you.

Did I not enjoy your company

 We made endless promises to each other

Holding hands, sharing secrets in the park, strolling by the sea

Were you not my friend

Yet 

I regret meeting you.

It’s funny how I used to carry you in my heart all day

Reminiscing about our little giggling moments

I remember one day,

I could not contain the well that flooded within me, uncontrollably missing you

But

I drained it all out of my mind because

I regret knowing you.

You violated my peace, you disrupted my flow

You smooth talked my heart into you,

Before I knew it,

My heart sang love songs to you without my permission.

You sprain my love muscle and dislocated my resistance bone.

Why did I let you

I taught myself to trust you

but You disappointed me.

But why should I hold on to regret, 

when it continuously weighs ME down.

 Can i reverse the past

Is it worth it

For my peace, I release You, My Regret.