I feel like you are lost in darkness, standing there in front of me, skin hanging from your bones. Your eyes have lost their sparkle, the life has left your face, your soul flashes in and out of your eyes and I do not know you. You are fighting a uphill battle, how did you end up here? Losing before winning, we need to try harder because you have lost your will to try, eyes sunken hungry spreading your legs for the next fix..just one more hit and the pain will cease. I need to try harder to fix you, my best is not good enough, you lay with strangers, you feel nothing. You take a hit and when your fake high is over, you come back down and feel empty once more. My heart aches for you and I so desperately want to make you well and to make you see that all hope is not lost. I know what it is like to feel empty and hopeless. . Please come back to reality, I know it can be so harsh and cold, but there are other ways to release and escape from the pain, I want you to enjoy life again.