i dont even know
create my escape, create my destiny.
just give me a way out before life is the death of me.
im just another victim to the new way out.
id rather be high, then crying on the down.
i always feel low, my self esteems never high,
i just wanna fake some smiles and show that i try.
be so fucking high, that you all think im happy inside,
but miles away from endding my ride.