I'll never forget what I have felt
and all the things that I have dealt..

So long I've drug on so lonely and weary
I often wonder how much longer I have to worry
and I'll never forget what I have seen
and all the things here, far and in between...

Oh how I lust for death..
This life has only made one a mess,
Oh how I cannot wait to see the end..
Escape the mistakes and my hell within!