alernate past
it's a party to which you were never invited
to which you would never have gone
with cheap white wine - you bought red -
and small talk so dull it goes over your head
though you like to look in through the window
and image you are one of the crowd
with fashionable clothes - and poise and with pose -
there's no point regretting it now
for what use is joining a party
to which you would never have gone
you'd only cause trouble
for your present self
no, it's better to leave well alone