Fire cracks through the wind, is this what I am here for?

This fire is my soul and it seems to be dying so slowly.

Griping my very own seat of a rollercoaster hoping this ride could come to a calm.

This unsteadily feeling that I keep getting whenever I get close to you.

Its so dangerous for my heart.

Even though I feel like fighting for my broken soul..

It keeps being dragged away from hope that I dont have..

I'm in so much love with you.

But you always make me feel so low.,.

As if the sea didn't seem to exist in my grey eyes of passion and love..

That only you take advantage of.

I always lose my balance it seems to be.

Unsteadliy.I walk through my life as you keep coming back.

I pull away as much as a strong woman that is in love can.

Sometimes I fall so weak..

In a sorrow mess of pain and emptiness.

Not knowing what the true feeling of love could be..

Everyone says to let you go but as many times they say.

I keep repeating things will get better.

You say you love me..

But your words don't seem true to the mind.

Your kiss doesn't feel true to the touch..

This is an unsettling feeling.

Cause if you really loved me you would hold on..

You would know how unsteady I am..

And you just let me go.