I hate you 

That is why you are anonymous to me and so are you

Never come my way

Never do I wish to come your way

That look you gave me pissed me off

That slap at my back caused running blood in my spine to chill

I froze but I looked mobile to you

That peppery-calm mouth of yours you opened to say you like me irritated and bashed

For I never expected that from you 

We are only study mates that doesn't give you the guards to cross boundaries

I took it and take it personally

For irritation and anger is causing me pain which is crippling me 

Not any pain but a wicked-pang spice in my heart

Albeit the pang of guilt in my Cupid cherubim heart

For I want to have a cherubim-sacred soul

That will not temper me to sin - but patch my soles

That jingles at the zenith and tip of the cardiac 

Never come my way

For I do not want people to have malignant ideas about me

I do not want to be a hater

Don't push me to the wall of fame

I want to be unknown to myself

And not for yourself

I call that greed

Don't yearn for  greed

I hate you 

I loathe you for what you did and said

But I love you -not in that sense 

As a brother

We are forever a camaraderie

 

 

~ Henrietta Atsupi

24/02/2014