You tell yourself its fading
You convinced yourself that you don’t need them
Some people believed you
Some people don’t give a damn.

You tell yourself you’re fine
You dressed your smile like a dime
Your eyes were teary but no one realized
Who gives a fuck about what you hide?

You quinched your fist 
Thump it against your chest
You wanted the pain
You know you need it. 

You tell yourself its fading
You convinced yourself that you don’t need them 
But then again you know you’re lying
Guess the lying wasn’t good enough.