Would you like to watch me stranger?
Take me dogging?
Voyerism to the maximum?
Undress me and wash me with soap?
Take a sexual turn for the worse
Just to see if I'll cope?
Dominate me and subverse me?
How about I cry in front of you instead?
Let my heart pour out all over you head
To drown you in soft lullbys
I crave.
I need.
I want.
How about instead of watching me shower naked
You watch me shower with my clothes on
Lost.
Alone.
Wet.
Rather than take me dogging
Why don't you take me to the doctor.
Get me medication and therapy.
Rather than undress me and wash me with soap
Watch me transform from a bipolar wonder
To a mind numbing norm:-

"How was your day?"
Average
"How was the party?"
Average
"How was sex?"
Average

The very idea of excitement blends into the walls
A constant grey shades my eyes.
Red Blue and gold are a distant memory; fading like the monet I used to understand
On the wall, one foot at a time.
Ankles.
Beauty.
Grey.
Constant grey

I'll do anything for excitement
I'm an excitement junkie
Cheap thrills Cheap highs
Maybe I'll kill
Kill myself
Fill myself with poison.
Bring me RED BLUE AND GOLD!
FILL MY VAINS WITH SOFT MELODYS AND SCREAM MY FEARS; STRANGER, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE AT LEAST LOVE ME!

Just love me
Just love me
Just.......
love.....
me.....

Hey stranger don't worry about it. Just messing around ya know, a lot of information for a stranger
I probably should of just started with the words "hello"